Thursday, January 17, 2013
CAHAYA CINTA
بِسْÙ…ِ اللهِ الرَّØْÙ…ٰÙ†ِ الرَّØِÙŠْÙ…ِ
In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful
14 November 2012, Rabu; 11:10
malam.
Bisikan lembut
menyapa kalbu,
Berkata indah berlagu
merdu.
Dicari digapai,
Namun masih terkapai,
Ibarat dilambung
badai.
Sang Pencipta itu
lebih tahu,
Kira hambaNYA
terdampar lesu,
Dek hamparan ujian
yang hadir satu persatu.
Cahaya itu tidak datang
berlari,
Bahkan tidak pula ia
tiba secara “free”,
Dirimu itu perlu
berpenat lelah mencari.
Pergilah dikau pergi,
Teroka semula fitrah
kejadian diri,
Sesungguhnya kita
semua akan kembali,
Di sisi AL-Khaliq
yang hakiki.
Jangan dibiar diri
hanyut terlalu lama. Rohani diri makin terseksa dek titik-titik hitam dosa yang
rakus bermaharajalela. Saat batin diri terasa sakit, segeralah kembali
kepadaNYA.
Menangislah,
mengadulah sepuas-puasnya. Sesungguhnya, di situ letaknya ketenangan diri yang
indah tak terkata. Cinta Allah Yang Maha Esa. Cinta yang membatasi segala cinta
yang ada di dunia.
Segera bangkit,
segera berlari ! DIA setia menanti, menerima dirimu yang selalu dirindui.
Ya, Tuhanmu merinduimu.
Pegang rasa itu; kerana tidak selalu ia akan berada di situ.
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| by AliahMazli |
Assalamualaikum everyone !
Phewhh ~ It has been quite a while since I last wrote here am I? Yes I am. I had just finished my first semester of my Degree. Time flies fast. During that period of time, I don't even have time to think on what to blog. 1 semester takes about 4 to 5 months including the final examinations. What I can conclude is that, my first semester is not that excellent.
Why? Because I did not reach my aim or goal that I have set once I stepped into the University. I can say I am upset with myself. I am not satisfied with what I did. There are lots of emotions mixed together. Have you ever had that kind of feeling where you are not proud of yourself for not giving your best when you know you can? Yes. I felt that.
I learn a lot. I am now on my semester break for 4 weeks. Holiday! My second semester will start on 3rd of March 2013. Still, I'm a 1st year student. There is another 2 years to go. InshaAllah.
How should I put this. Hmm..
I tend to loose my focus easily. Yes, I am easily distracted but once I'm into something, don't even dare to grab my hand and run. I'll be the one who runs away from you first. Hihi. There are lots of things that are tangled inside here. *pointing to my head*. Lets just conclude it this way :
I need to change. I need to start doing and not just planning.
I miss photography. I miss walking around the park. I miss the beach. I miss.... everything. I miss.... myself. Dear self, how are you doing?
Phewhh ~ It has been quite a while since I last wrote here am I? Yes I am. I had just finished my first semester of my Degree. Time flies fast. During that period of time, I don't even have time to think on what to blog. 1 semester takes about 4 to 5 months including the final examinations. What I can conclude is that, my first semester is not that excellent.
Why? Because I did not reach my aim or goal that I have set once I stepped into the University. I can say I am upset with myself. I am not satisfied with what I did. There are lots of emotions mixed together. Have you ever had that kind of feeling where you are not proud of yourself for not giving your best when you know you can? Yes. I felt that.
I learn a lot. I am now on my semester break for 4 weeks. Holiday! My second semester will start on 3rd of March 2013. Still, I'm a 1st year student. There is another 2 years to go. InshaAllah.
How should I put this. Hmm..
I tend to loose my focus easily. Yes, I am easily distracted but once I'm into something, don't even dare to grab my hand and run. I'll be the one who runs away from you first. Hihi. There are lots of things that are tangled inside here. *pointing to my head*. Lets just conclude it this way :
I need to change. I need to start doing and not just planning.
I miss photography. I miss walking around the park. I miss the beach. I miss.... everything. I miss.... myself. Dear self, how are you doing?
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| by AliahMazli |
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Salam !
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