Thursday, January 17, 2013

Assalamualaikum everyone !

Phewhh ~ It has been quite a while since I last wrote here am I? Yes I am. I had just finished my first semester of my Degree. Time flies fast. During that period of time, I don't even have time to think on what to blog. 1 semester takes about 4 to 5 months including the final examinations. What I can conclude is that, my first semester is not that excellent. 

Why? Because I did not reach my aim or goal that I have set once I stepped into the University. I can say I am upset with myself. I am not satisfied with what I did. There are lots of emotions mixed together.  Have you ever had that kind of feeling where you are not proud of yourself for not giving your best when you know you can? Yes. I felt that.

I learn a lot. I am now on my semester break for 4 weeks. Holiday! My second semester will start on 3rd of March 2013. Still, I'm a 1st year student. There is another 2 years to go. InshaAllah.

How should I put this. Hmm..

I tend to loose my focus easily. Yes, I am easily distracted but once I'm into something, don't even dare to grab my hand and run. I'll be the one who runs away from you first. Hihi. There are lots of things that are tangled inside here. *pointing to my head*. Lets just conclude it this way :

I need to change. I need to start doing and not just planning.

I miss photography. I miss walking around the park. I miss the beach. I miss.... everything. I miss.... myself. Dear self, how are you doing?

Photo and editing by me

Wait. I have tonnes of stories and thoughts to share. Perhaps, my 4 weeks holiday will be spent majorly on writing aite? *smirk*.

Have a good day ahead everyone !

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